Friday, August 26, 2011

... because I love you!


There was a couple who love each other very much. They mean a world to each other. They're so happy but their love story end up with a sad ending. They're not meant to be.

One day, the girl wrote an email to the boy:

"Our love was too perfect till our hearts're blinded by it. We never know everything that we had done is wrong because love has no rules. I love you with all my heart. I give you my love till I'm hurt.
I don't care doesn't mean I don't love you anymore. I never text you doesn't mean I had forget your hp number. I never say hi doesn't mean you are stranger to me. I don't want to go out everytime you ask me to doesn't mean I try to avoid you.
I can lie to others but I can't lie to myself & God. Yes, I still care & love you but I love you in a different way. I never text you because I don't know how to begin my words. I try to delete your hp number but I can't because I had save your number permanently in mind & heart. I remember it by hard. I never say hi because I know I will say more than a word 'hi' to you. I try to avoid you but I can't because I had locked your love deep inside my heart. I don't want to go out with you anymore because I'm afraid I will fall to you again. No matter where I go & what I do, you are there... inside my heart. You had become half of me. When you walk out from my life, a half of me had gone. I have to walk alone now without you by my side. It's hurt! As time goes by, the wound is getting better but it will never be the same. The scar is still there. I understand why it ends up like this. Dear, I let you go because I don't want to keep this selfish love. I let you go because I love you. I love you in a different way. Let our love story become a part of sweet & sad memories in our life."

The boy reply the girl's email:

"We're truly blind that time. We never care about others. Our love is a selfish love. We had try our best to love each other just the way it should be but God knows the best for us. Though at first it was too hurt but time will cure it. The feeling is still there. Everytime I see your face in FB or in my hp, the feeling coming back. I know it shouldn't be like that but I can't control it because I had love you with all my heart & my soul. I try to run away from it but it keeps following me. I just let it be... You told me that you're hurt, me too. I had to let you go because of my obligation. I love you but I can't have you. This feeling had torture me for such a long time. I love you & always will be though I know I shouldn't. I'm really sorry because all these times I had try to avoid you because I love you more than you love me. I try so hard to forget you but I can't because I love you. Dear, it's not easy for me to forget you. It's as hard as I try to know you. Deep inside my heart I still want to love you but I don't wanna be a selfish person. I had learn from it. I should let you go because I love you just the way you had love me. Let us continue to share what we had share before but in a different way. Thank God we still have each other just the way it is right now."

From that day on, they understand... & they let each other go to live a happy life. They still walk together but in a different way~ TRUE FRIENDS
True friends will never hurt each other as much as a lover will.


Their selfish love had thought them:
Just let he/she go. If he/she is yours, God will give him/her back to you.
If he/she is not yours, just feel glad that he/she once was yours & never ask for more because it was...
If he/she is not yours, it never will be... Just be glad & thankful because you had know each other as a friend
NEVER ASK FOR MORE...
TRUE LOVE IS NOT A SELFISH LOVE

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Me, my nephews & nieces


Nieces: Xrisha Andrea Terry & Bryanna Enya
Nephews: Jeremy Braoh, Ezra, Daniel Stephen Mundau, Horatio Nyipa & Horatio Manggat

Sarawak's Flags


The original flag of the Kingdom of Sarawak (1848)




Flag of the Kingdom of Sarawak (1870-1946) and the state of Sarawak. (1963-1973)



Flag of the Crown Colony of Sarawak. (1946-1963)




The flag of Trisakti. (1973-1988)



State flag of Sarawak (since 1988)
The flag of the Malaysian state of Sarawak is based on the flag of the Kingdom of Sarawak of the White Rajah.