Sehari bersama kawan- kawan dari Universiti Andalas

28/11/2012- Saya telah menyertai rombongan senior pengajian antropologi & sosiologi ke Batu Caves bersama dengan exchange students dari Universiti Andalas, Indonesia. Dari UM, kami naik bas T632 ke Stesen Universiti. Dari situ pula kami naik LRT ke KL Central. Kami bersarapan dulu di KFC, KL Central. Selepas itu kami menaiki KTM ke Batu Caves. Sampainya di sana, saya lihat banyak yang telah berubah berbanding 17 tahun yang lepas. 17 tahun yang lepas, saya datang ke Batu Caves bersama dengan keluarga saya. Sekarang semuanya telah berubah. Banyak patung dewa berada di situ. Kami telah menaiki ratusan anak tangga untuk sampai ke dalam Batu Caves. Di dalam gua tersebut, terdapat kuil Hindu. Pada masa itu, ramai orang disitu. Ada yang mencukur rambut tanda kesyukuran mereka kepada Tuhan, ada yang kahwin, ada yang bersembahyang. Di situ ada banyak monyet. Jika tidak berhati- hati, bungkusan yang kita bawa mungkin akan dirampas oleh monyet kerana ia menyangka bahawa bungkusan itu adalah makanan mereka. Kawan- kawan saya yang beragama Hindu tidak melepaskan peluang ini untuk beribadat di situ. Pada hari itu juga, ada serombongan remaja yang menjalankan 'explore race' di situ. Mereka berkumpulan naik ke  dalam gua.
Selepas kami melawat ke Batu Caves. Kami pergi ke Pasar Seni. Pada ketika ini, cuaca sangat buruk. Kami terpaksa mengharungi hujan. Kami makan tengah hari di Food Court Pasar Seni. Rakan- rakan dari Universiti Andalas membeli- belah disitu.

Moon, Star & Us

I was jealous of the moon because the star always there for the moon. no matter you can see the star or not, the star always there, beside the moon. but one day the star will die & leave the moon alone. though there's another star, it wouldn't be the same as the star who always accompany the moon. Now, the moon should jealous of me because you will always be there for me. I know you wouldn't leave me alone. I know it because I can feel it... you always include me in your prayer, so do I. we should feel blessed to have each other the way we are now. never ask for more for us because it will make us very selfish & it's unfair to us & others. our past had make us who we are now. if we die, our love will never die & there's no others can replace both of us just like the star. our story will become a fairytale with a sad ending which everyone don't like it to end like that.

Kenapa ku menyepi kebelakangan ni...

lama juga tak blogging ni... sekarang saya dah d UM. gembira sangat sebab dapat U. Apa yg diimpikan selama ini telah menjadi kenyataan. Usaha gigih selama ini tak sia-sia, akhirnya ia menghasilkan buah. Ku tak sangka sangat dapat masuk UM. bila tunggu keputusan masuk ke IPTA dulu memang cemas & takut. takut sangat tak dapat masuk U. thanks be to God sebab Dia telah memakbulkan impian saya selama ini. memang dari sekolah rendah lagi saya teringin nak masuk UM. kenapa? dulu sepupu saya graduate dari UM, kakak saya yang sulung pun sama. jadi saya ingin mengikut jejak mereka juga. mula-mula masuk tu memanglah rasa kesunyian sangant sebab belum kenal ramai kawan. tambahan pula, hanya saya seorang sahaja pelajar dair sekolah menengah saya dulu dapat masuk UM. kawan-kawan saya yang lain dapat masuk U di tempat lain. kami masing-masing membawa haluan sendiri.

kumpulan WuFi- semasa Minggu Haluan Siswa 11/12

semasa minggu haluan siswa memang best. walaupun letih tetapi menyeronokkan. semua kawan yang saya kenali di sini sangat peramah. banyak yang saya belajar daripada mereka. bila buat cheer memang bersemangat sangat. itulah yang aku suka, buat cheers. semasa MHS lah mula berkenalan dengan pelajar kolej lain. best sangat-sangat ni. sekali sahaja pengalaman macam ni dalam seumur hidup. kenangan di DTC sangat indah. walaupun kadang-kadang tertidur di sana sebab terlalu letih tetapi gara-gara nak lawan kolej lain dalam cheer, terpaksa jugak berjaga. lama-kelamaan saya tak kesunyian seperti semasa saya baru masuk dulu.

sebilangan kecil daripada keluaraga plumeria yang menyertai pertandingan drama & tarian

2 minggu selepas MHS, ada minggu keluaraga bestari pula. banyak aktiviti setiap malam minggu keluaraga bestari. semua kami dibahagikan kepada 4 famili iaitu plumeria, castanea, eucharis, & anthemis. kami ada cheer kumpulan & lagu tema minggu keluarga bestari. banyak pertandingan diadakan untuk merapatkan lagi hubungan kami.

mau pergi kuliah ni..........

semasa baru masuk kuliah & tutorial memang tercari-cari di mana tempat semua tu berlangsung. memang turun 1 jam sebelum kuliah bermula sebab takut datang lambat gara-gara nak cari dewan kuliah. sekarang sebab dah tahu selok belok di sini, x perlulah turun awal sangat. 15 minit sebelum kuliah bermula pun masih sempat.

beberapa minggu yang lepas saya mengalami demam, asma & batuk yang teruk. saya memang fobia sangat nak jumpa doktor ni... selepas 2 minggu lebih saya batuk akhirnya saya pergi berjumpa doktor di klinik pelajar. saya jumpa doktor pun sebab dah teruk sangat saya batuk sampai berdarah. semasa batuk berdarah itu pun saya masih tak mahu jumpa doktor. tapi saya pergi juga atas nasihat rakan sebilik saya iaitu Charlotte. saya pergi pada hari isnin. itu pun kawan saya yang bernama Chin Hui menemakan saya pergi. kalau dia tak temankan saya, mungkin saya takkan pergi jumpa doktor. selepas jumpa doktor, doktor suruh pergi x-ray di PPUM sebab dia nak pastikan sama ada paru-paru saya ada mendapat jangkitan atau tidak. hari seterusnya saya pergi ke PPUM ditemankan kawan saya Mula. hari rabu terpaksa pergi jumpa doktor lagi... selepas jumpa doktor & selepas doktor periksa keputusan x-ray saya, barulah saya tahu keadaan sebenar saya. paru-paru saya tak kena jangkitan. saya cuma ada masalah pernafasan-asma, happy jugalah bila tau tak ada apa-apa. tak sampai seminggu saya pun sembuh. mujarab sangat ubat yang diberi oleh doktor tu... terima kasih kepada kawan-kawan yang telah bersusah-payah memastikan saya jumpa doktor & doktor yang telah merawat saya.


sekarang assignment semakin melambak. oleh itu, kena fokus dalam pelajaran. nak kejar tarikh akhir hantar assignment, nak join aktiviti kolej seperti projek & JKP. betul-betul pengalaman yang baru & luar biasa ni. excited sangatlah ni... sekarang dah pertengahan semester 1. minggu depan cuti pertengahan semester. cepat sangat masa berlalu. ku rak balik kampung. duduk di kolej jadi penunggu kolej ni.. hehe...

Penyinu Ati

Diatu aku ngembuan pengaga tang bisi kurang dalam pengaganya. Sinu atiku ngenang tang laban ati ti sinunya, aku nulis penyinu ati. Maya aku baru ka ngembuan pengaga serta pengelantang dalam ati, nuan deka mulai ka diri agai aku. Cerita tua semina ka pengingat lama. Badu meh tua ngenang agi tang nuan seruran di ati.

 Pedis... amat pedis ka muai nuan ari ati laban nuan udah ditanam aku cukup dalam. Tua udah nyadi seati. Tang nama penyadi tua diatu? Suba tua bepangan semina ngasa ka ati pangan diri. Begulai tua enda panjai semina ngenelih ka ati. Betemu tua amat enda disadang. Sebedau tua betemu lalu ngembuan pengerindu ti dalam, tua sigi udah betemu enggau pangan diri tang tua enda sedar. Maya tua betemu ke-2 kali, tua sedar tua kala betemu tang enda sedar kali tu tua udah laun. Ukai sengaja tang semua tu diatur Tuhan kena nguji pengeliat serta pengingin ati tua. Semua utai ti nyadi antara tua endang enda disadang.

Pengerindu nyau makin dalam. Tua anyut dibai ai sungai ti deras. Tua enda sedar pengerindu tua nyadi pengerindu ti deka 'munuh' ati tua. Semua tu ukai dipinta tang tua kelalu nitih ka ati. Maya tua sedar, utainya udah kelalu laun.

Munyi ka nyamai amat tua beleka ari pangan, datai di airport alu niki bilun ti mai pulai ke menua diri. Senang amat nyebut tang ati asai ka dicarik ka orang. Mayanya tua beperening, asaika nadai org negelingi tua. Antara sedar enggau enda tua beberap enggau pangan diri. Enda berasai ai mataku neritik labuh. Aku berasai likun maya nuan merap aku. Asaika enggai beleka enggau nuan seumur idup aku. Mayanya tua sigi enda ibuh ka jako orang. Barang ko sida meh nama utai ka sebut pasal tua. Dalam hal pengerindu tu, tua sigi enda salah tang dalam hal siti agi tua salah endar.

Diatu, nama penyadi tua? Tua enda kala madah ka beserara tang tua diserara ulih Tuhan. Tua enda ulih nyalah ka Iya laban tua endang udah salah ari pun. Tu 'penyakit' ti digiga tua empu. Udah nemu pengerindu tua endang nadai pengujung, nama pengawa tua majak ga...??

Nyauka masuk ke-2 taun, nama penyadi tua? Tua sama enda ulih ngeleka ka pangan. 2 taun idup aku asaika kusung. Ati aku enda ulih nerima orang bukai laban nuan. Aku nemu ati nuan telih. Aku nemu asai ati nuan laban aku pun bakanya. Aku idup baka ti selama. Terima kasih agai nuan laban nuan selalu ingat ka aku dalam sampi nuan.

Aku udah ka belabuh idup 'likun' tang nama pengawa nuan tau datai baka pencuri, tama agai ati aku baru. Bakani meh pengujung tua ila? Badu tua majak ke pengerindu tu laban tua udah nemu pengujung ia... NADAI PENGUJUNG~ kasih meh tua ka ati enggau semengat tua, badu agi tua ngasuh diri empu merinsa. Udah ungkup tua bakatu, terima aja...

Enti Tuhan meri sekali agi awak tua betemu...

... because I love you!

There was a couple who love each other very much. They mean a world to each other. They're so happy but their love story end up with a sad ending. They're not meant to be.

One day, the girl wrote an email to the boy:

"Our love was too perfect till our hearts're blinded by it. We never know everything that we had done is wrong because love has no rules. I love you with all my heart. I give you my love till I'm hurt.
I don't care doesn't mean I don't love you anymore. I never text you doesn't mean I had forget your hp number. I never say hi doesn't mean you are stranger to me. I don't want to go out everytime you ask me to doesn't mean I try to avoid you.
I can lie to others but I can't lie to myself & God. Yes, I still care & love you but I love you in a different way. I never text you because I don't know how to begin my words. I try to delete your hp number but I can't because I had save your number permanently in mind & heart. I remember it by hard. I never say hi because I know I will say more than a word 'hi' to you. I try to avoid you but I can't because I had locked your love deep inside my heart. I don't want to go out with you anymore because I'm afraid I will fall to you again. No matter where I go & what I do, you are there... inside my heart. You had become half of me. When you walk out from my life, a half of me had gone. I have to walk alone now without you by my side. It's hurt! As time goes by, the wound is getting better but it will never be the same. The scar is still there. I understand why it ends up like this. Dear, I let you go because I don't want to keep this selfish love. I let you go because I love you. I love you in a different way. Let our love story become a part of sweet & sad memories in our life."

The boy reply the girl's email:

"We're truly blind that time. We never care about others. Our love is a selfish love. We had try our best to love each other just the way it should be but God knows the best for us. Though at first it was too hurt but time will cure it. The feeling is still there. Everytime I see your face in FB or in my hp, the feeling coming back. I know it shouldn't be like that but I can't control it because I had love you with all my heart & my soul. I try to run away from it but it keeps following me. I just let it be... You told me that you're hurt, me too. I had to let you go because of my obligation. I love you but I can't have you. This feeling had torture me for such a long time. I love you & always will be though I know I shouldn't. I'm really sorry because all these times I had try to avoid you because I love you more than you love me. I try so hard to forget you but I can't because I love you. Dear, it's not easy for me to forget you. It's as hard as I try to know you. Deep inside my heart I still want to love you but I don't wanna be a selfish person. I had learn from it. I should let you go because I love you just the way you had love me. Let us continue to share what we had share before but in a different way. Thank God we still have each other just the way it is right now."

From that day on, they understand... & they let each other go to live a happy life. They still walk together but in a different way~ TRUE FRIENDS
True friends will never hurt each other as much as a lover will.


Their selfish love had thought them:
Just let he/she go. If he/she is yours, God will give him/her back to you.
If he/she is not yours, just feel glad that he/she once was yours & never ask for more because it was...
If he/she is not yours, it never will be... Just be glad & thankful because you had know each other as a friend
NEVER ASK FOR MORE...
TRUE LOVE IS NOT A SELFISH LOVE

Me, my nephews & nieces

Nieces: Xrisha Andrea Terry & Bryanna Enya

Nephews: Jeremy Braoh, Ezra, Daniel Stephen Mundau, Horatio Nyipa & Horatio Manggat

Sarawak's Flags

The original flag of the Kingdom of Sarawak (1848)

Flag of the Kingdom of Sarawak (1870-1946) and the state of Sarawak. (1963-1973)

Flag of the Crown Colony of Sarawak. (1946-1963)

The flag of Trisakti. (1973-1988)

State flag of Sarawak (since 1988)
The flag of the Malaysian state of Sarawak is based on the flag of the Kingdom of Sarawak of the White Rajah.

Van Over Heat!!

Maka tersebutlah kisah… ini kisah kami sms dlm pjlnan ke Miri. Kami pergi ke Miri dgn menaiki eX- bas sekolah a.k.a van buruk TOYOTA Hi-Ace kepunyaan abg iparku.


Kisah Van- dulu van ni ‘bkerja’ sbg bas sekolah d miri. Lama van ni bkhidmat sbg bas sekolah. Kira dah tua lah.

kami bertolak awal pagi, pkl 7 (kira awallah ni). Kononnya mau dtg awal d Miri. Biasalahkan tiada siapa tau apa yg bakal mnimpa kami sms dlm pjlnan ke sana. Memandangkan smua blh memandu, kami bgilir-gilir memandu van tersebut. Dr Sarikei ke Selangau, abg ipar saya yg memandu. Lepas tu dr Selangau ke Bintulu, kakak saya yg memandu. Dr Bintulu ke Batu Niah, kakak saya yg seorg lagi memandu. Akhirnya giliran saya memandu dr Batu Niah ke Miri. Akan tetapi ku hanya memandu setgh jln shj krn van tiba2 rosak d kaki Bkt Song. Mula2, mmg smuanya bjln dgn lancar. Van pun tak da buat hal. Sms mlimpasi Taman Negara Lambir, tiba2 saya terhidu bau hangus. Kemudian anak buah saya & bapanya tnampak meter suhu telah menunjukkan H, mmg sgt panas dah enjin van ni. Kami berhenti dgn serta-merta. Enjin van terus mati semasa kami berhenti d tepi jln. Semua kami bergegas keluar drp van krn van telah mula mengeluarkan asap dpd enjinnya. Aduh! Nasib baik tak meletup. Mmg bkepul-kepul asap keluar. Menakutkan jugalah. Kalau meletup, gerenti msk front page esok pagi. Kebetulan d situ ada pondok bas. Kakak terus call uncle saya yg d Niah tu. Dia setuju utk hantar kami ke Miri. Abg ipar saya pula call mekanik yg dia kenallah. Nasib baik van tu dpt d towing. Kedua-dua org abg ipar saya ikut mekanik ke workshop. Kami pula tinggal d situ mnunggu uncle dr Niah utk jemput kami.

Mcm2lah aksi kami ni tadi smasa mnunggu mekanik & uncle kami tiba…

Quotes~

Geng rapat zaman dulu-dulu

L-R: Kristy, Melisa, Ulsha & Meriba

KRISHABASA- KRISty, ulSHA, meriBA, meliSA
saya, Kristy & Meriba kenal sejak kami tadika 1 lagi. semasa kami  masuk sekolah menengah, kami berkenalan dengan Melisa. kami ni kira geng rapat semasa sekolah menengah. mana-mana kami pergi mesti berempat, tak pernah berenggang pun. buat hal adalah hobi kami. tak pernah duduk diam... selalu bikin  heboh dalam kelas. kalau bergosip memang nombor satu. buli kawan pun apa kurangnya kami ni. mangsa kami adalah Melisa. Melisa ni selalu kena buli. biasalah, dia yang paling bongsu antara kami berempat. kalau melepak ke bandar, destinasi kami yang pertama adalah 'open air'. biasanya kami akan makan ABC di sana sambil sembang-sembang. tak sah kami pergi bandar kalau tak makan ABC di situ.

Selepas tamat tingkatan 5, kami bawa haluan masing- masing. Saya, Meriba & Kristy masuk tingkatan 6 rendah d SMK Bandar Sarikei. Melisa pula pergi bekerja. lepas tu kami ada dengar berita bahawa dia telah masuk institusi pengajian awam. tahniah diucapkan kepadanya. Kristy pula selepas itu dapat masuk kolej kesihatan training jadi jururawat. dia hanya belajar sampai tingkatan 6 rendah sahaja. tingggallah aku & Meriba d situ meneruskan perjuangan kami di tingkatan 6.

Akhirnya kami berdua telah berjaya tamat tingkatan 6 cemerlangnya... sekarang kami masih belum bertemu dengan satu sama lain. harap dapat reunion satu hari nanti. cuma aku & meriba sahaja ada di sarikei. hujung minggu ni (14/5/11) nanti keluar dengan Meriba.



Some captures of Sarawakian many years ago...

'Beautifuly Day' Malay dance depicting a newly-wed couple enjoying the blessings of the Almighty. the dancers are from Sri Tarina, Sarawak's famous group, twice champions in the National Dance Competition & twice at state level.

'Belangi Pengadap' is a dance of the Bidayuh community performed when receiving guests

'Presentation' a traditional Malay dance for receiving royal guests. the girls hold sireh container & the boys follow them closely in graceful silat move.

Procession of Iban maidens on the way to attend "Gawai Antu"(festival of the dead)

Weaving 'pua kumbu' (ritual blanket). jungle vegetable dyes used.

Ngajat Kenyah, a dance showing a warrior returning triumphant from war

 Iban weaving rotan basket for carrying home the padi after harvest

Sape players

Chinese potters at work. Sarawak traditional designs are applied too much decorative pottery

Bamboo pipe band at Bakelalan





cherish the memories... 6A4 2010

photo taken inside our class 6A4 2010 SMK Bandar Sarikei (with all my classmates & form teacher)
the sweetest memory ever. I'm proud to say that I had finish my Form 6... I learn many things during my study in Form 6, something that I will never get from other places. being a Form 6 student is not easy. it's the hardest part of my study but at last I did it. it's really challenging but I never give up because I know the best is yet to come. you will never know God's plan untill it's really come. I make new friends & learn more about the meaning of life. it's really open my eyes... make me more mature & positive thinking.
CONGRATULATION to all my friends who had succeed crossed the most challenging road- FORM 6
we walked through it & we knew the journey...

Stranger to friend

my parents always tell me never ever speaks to a stranger while I were still a little kid. that's why I never to talk to a stranger  when I were a kid. as a grown up person... now I understand, actually this advice is use to scare little children. for me now, if we never talk to a stranger, then we will never be friend. there's goods & bads about this advise. EVERYBODY IS A STRANGER TO EVERYBODY. we never knew each other before. after we talk to 'that stranger', then we know each other. from a stranger to friend. husband & wife also a stranger to each other. from a stranger to friend then, husband & wife. be brave to speak to a stranger. we'll never know what will happen if we speak to 'that stranger'. may be the most interesting part of our life is yet to come...
little children: listen to your parents advise

~ GOOD FRIDAY ~

... BECAUSE OF LOVE ♥♥♥♥♥

MAY WE ALL BE BLESSED WITH HIS BLESSINGS & MERCY.

♥ 21~

4th April 2011 genap 21 tahun umurku. tanpaku sedari dah 21 tahun ku hidup di dunia ini. syukur kepada Tuhan. sekarang dah dapat 'kunci' untuk kebebasanku. hahaha!! apa ku nak buat selepas ni?? emmm... ku sendiri pun belum pasti. kebebasan ku ini takkan ku persiakan. 21 hanya nombor sahaja bagiku. umur bukan pengahalang. jalanku masih panjang... hari jadiku tahun ini memang lain daripada hari jadi ku yang dulu-dulu. hmm... dah 21 tahun umurku. 21= kebebasan

Chaplet of The Divine Mercy

1. Begin with the Sign of the Cross, 1 Our Father, 1 Hail Mary and The Apostles Creed.

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2. Then on the Our Father Beads say the following:

Eternal Father, I offer You the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of Your dearly beloved Son, Our Lord Jesus Christ, in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world.

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3. On the 10 Hail Mary Beads say the following:

For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.

(Repeat step 2 and 3 for all five decades).

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4. Conclude with (three times):

Holy God, Holy Mighty One, Holy Immortal One, have mercy on us and on the whole world.

Musim menuai padi di kampung saya

Musim menuai padi di kampung saya telah bermula. Semua penduduk sibuk menuai padi di sawah padi & padi huma masing-masing.

Sgt tkejut: kputusan STPM keluar (21/2/2011)

hari ini (15/2) aku mendapat satu SMS yg membuat aku seolah-olah terkena serangan sakit jantung. Sahabatku, Monica memberitahuku bahawa keputusan STPM akan keluar pada Isnin depan (21/2/2011). macam tak percaya bahawa keputusan STPM akan keluar begitu cepat. Macam manalah keputusanku nanti? Cemas, takut, sedih, gembira... seram sejuk aku jadinya. TAK KIRA APA KEPUTUSAN YANG AKANKU DAPAT NANTI, HIDUP INI MESTI DITERUSKAN!!!

So sweet

My students gave me oranges, sweets, chocolate, milk candy & orange juice... if everyday they give all of these, I'll getting 'healthier'

Pelajar Belanja Cikgu

Hari ini (10/2/2011) merupakan Hari Jadi pelajarku yg bnama Rachel Isabelle yg ke-6. semasa waktu rehat, dia malu-malu semasa berdiri d depan pintu. aku pun tertanya-tanya mengapa. selepas itu guru kelasnya Pn. Diana menemankan dia dtg mdekatiku. dia memberi ku satu bungkusan yg berisi. saya tanya dia mengapa bagi cikgu bungkusan yg berisi penuh dgn keropok, cokelat, lolly pop & wafel. dia beritahu saya bahawa hari ni adalah hari jadi dia. oleh itu dia ingin belanja saya. Terima Kasih, Rachel!

My RM 0.40 red pen

I never thought that I can buy a red pen only cost RM 0.40 each. I bought this red pen at Nam Leong supermarket this evening. nice to see, nice to hold & nice to use... hehehe... =)